there is no going back

topic posted Sun, May 11, 2008 - 9:52 PM by  Prince
I miss my innocence. ignorance is truly blissful.

the things I've learned with my "third eye" have segregated me so much from the common folk that I almost feel like a different species.
it's the haunting that i feel when i spend time alone(which i like to do...alot). I feel haunted by the fact that I've take a step that I cannot take back. The things I know I cannot unknow. Scorpio life is a difficult journey...
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Prince
  • Re: there is no going back

    Mon, May 12, 2008 - 4:18 AM
    Intresting.

    But I don’t miss my ignorance.Its all about how you use obsevations you captured with your third eye.Do you use it for your advantage or your self sabotage. I remember time when I couldnt come in conntact with my scorpio energy well, I could feel everything intensly but I couldnt strike back.

    But it is true what you say about feeling like an alien.Its funny when you cant help but feel so much, notice so much detailes in daily life, see, feel the hidden forces. That can be overwhelming, exhausting, and sometimes with no practical use for it .
    But, it is our nature, so i guess we cant help be being how we are
    • Re: there is no going back

      Mon, May 12, 2008 - 4:53 AM
      My god! So what hidden forces do you guys see and feel??? When do you see it???
      Can you sense some kinda energy behind someone's face? Some kinda dark force?
      Can you give me an example? a situation and description of the force you see. Is it more of an imagined thing or you actually see something?
      My mom are able to pattern a situation and people out of her own experiences. She could predict things and she would say, "have I ever been wrong?"
      And as a matter of fact, things usually turn out exactly the way she has perdicted. She is like a event forecaster. Is that what you mean? Or you actually see something beyong human eyes could see?

      My scorpio moon friend said he is afraid of ghosts when he is alone. I don't know if he has sensed some foreign spirit around him.
      • Re: there is no going back

        Mon, May 12, 2008 - 5:24 AM
        Yeah I want to know this aswell.

        How old are you? What age was this ability developed?

        What do you know?
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          Mon, May 12, 2008 - 6:00 AM
          Ok, I have just read some people's posts under "secrets". I think what you guys sense is probably the negative energy in a room, or an intention detected based on the reaction of the person in question, right? Because you said "third eye", I thought you could see some supernatural things.lol

          I really need this kinda ability cuz I am kinda passive in x-raying people's minds.

          Do you think your senses have ever been misguided by your emotion sometimes?
          • Re: there is no going back

            Mon, May 12, 2008 - 6:22 AM
            MIKI, ill talk to you later.

            James! W t f is your problem?
            Is it posible your life is that dull,so youre teasing people on tribe?
            my condolences to you
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          Mon, May 12, 2008 - 6:31 AM
          Unusual phraseology about Scorpio Moons have now spooked a pair who don't have one, and are thinking we must be some alternate form of life. Cut it out, guys, you're scaring the kids.

          To begin, "the things I've learned with my "third eye" have segregated me so much from the common folk that I almost feel like a different species." means Prince has overdosed on his own empathy, and has become withdrawn, and morose. Bad move, but it happens. Perhaps he'll learn better as he grows.

          Of course you can never go back - try unlearning the multiplication tables - lacking electroshock therapy or brain damage, it's almost impossible to go back.

          Let's get one thing straight - the suite of human senses, emotions, etc. is present in all human beings possessing a certain minimal cerebral capacity. The senses and emotions felt by a Scorpio Moon are the same as anyone else's. What we do that is different is pay a LOT more attention, extrapolate using sparse data, and derive conclusions in real time. And, with discipline, things others don't see - because they are not really looking- are obvious to us.

          Down side is when we dwell on our own emotions, Id desires and all, and then beat ourselves up, perhaps even into physical illness. And, in the process, misguide ourselves, producing crisies where none need exist.

          The "Third Eye" is a metaphor from Eastern spiritual tradition, symbolizing inner vision and enlightenment. Notice the dot on the forehead of people of Indian origin.

          It ain't magic, it ain't evil. It just is.
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            Mon, May 12, 2008 - 8:02 AM
            sooo Ed your point is?


            your saying I never seen that ghost at my friends house 3 times in a row 3 different nights?

            your saying when Im driving and feel a jolt a couple seconds later nothing will be in the road that I need to watch for?

            or are you just saying these things are just coincidences that we've gotten use to feeling/seeing that we notice our own reaction toward them and know whats coming?

            personally I wish I had someone more experienced so they could teach me how to use theses feelings better
            • Re: there is no going back -

              Mon, May 12, 2008 - 9:42 AM
              Vandal, haven't run into you for a while. (For those who haven't checked out Vandals art work in his photo section, you're missing some real talent)

              How did you come up with things I did not say at all?
              The only thing you read right is in one of your own sentences: "we've gotten use to feeling/seeing that we notice our own reaction toward them and know whats coming?" Right On.

              Want a true story you will not be able to top? Listen up. . . .

              Know a guy, with no Scorpio in him, a computer geek even, who almost lost his girl two days before the wedding. They were
              in a restaurant late at night, he says to her. "I know this is weird, but, please, stay right here until I get back. Stay here! I'll explain later. There's something I have to do." He goes over to another booth, slides in opposite this woman, and holds out his hand in a demanding manner. A few minutes later, she's handed him something, is in tears, and they leave together. ( ! )

              Three hours pass before he gets back, with a cop in tow. Doesn't take ESP to know what she said; "This better be good!" The unknown woman had had a fight with her husband, he had left the house half-drunk. She had left the house with a purse full of pills, working up her courage for suicide.

              My friend picked up on the whole situation, could not morally stand by, and determined to do something about it. She gave him the pills. He helped her find the husband; the whole thing was a terrible misunderstanding. The cops found the husband driving drunk, did not ticket him after my buddy explained things. One cop came back to the restaurant as witness to the whole thing.

              The point of this story - My friend says anyone could have done the same thing he did, but we can't because most of us just don't listen." All you need is practice", he said, "When you meet someone for the first time, say out loud the first thing that comes into your mind. For a while, you'll make a fool of yourself a lot, but if you keep it up, and let it flow; pretty soon you'll be right every time."

              In passing, my wife and I are going out tonight to celebrate our 20th anniversary. There will be no problems with traffic, no close calls - I know.
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            Mon, May 12, 2008 - 8:23 AM
            I get it now.
            Why does anyone want to unlearn this ability? I always learn about someone'e negative intention too late, usually when I am stung many many times. I usually would blame myself in the beginning, and only after I've been pushed over many times would I recognize the negative intention.
            Sometimes I idealize people in the beginning. later when I get disappointed I would hate them, and they would become zero or below zero in my life.
            Would scorpio moons sometimes idealize other people in the beginning?

            "Down side is when we dwell on our own emotions, Id desires and all, and then beat ourselves up, perhaps even into physical illness."

            You mean psychological illness or physical illness? Under what circumstances would you dwell on your own emotions? For example, when someone sacks you and you can dwell on the anger for a long time? Or is it a chronic anger suppressed in you for a long time?
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            Wed, May 14, 2008 - 5:15 PM
            "To begin, "the things I've learned with my "third eye" have segregated me so much from the common folk that I almost feel like a different species." means Prince has overdosed on his own empathy, and has become withdrawn, and morose. Bad move, but it happens. Perhaps he'll learn better as he grows. "

            i thought about what you said there Edward. I think the "third eye" is how i file everything i take in through out my life with my brain(i'm going to take a chance and say that's more so instinctive than what was nurtured, at least that's how i feel. I just sort of do it like breathing. Thought i'm sure there are people that have a have a more equal combination of both) and with the resulting "files" I just connect the dots and see something that i've never seen in any sort of media, nor have other people i've spoken to have seen. this is how i feel segregated from them sometimes... Though i'm not sure whether i'm superior or inferior to them due to this, but i've not thought about them seriously for while and i feel "fitting in" is easier. People always tell me i think too much and that i should keep it simple...
            • Re: there is no going back -

              Wed, May 14, 2008 - 5:32 PM
              The third eye (also known as the inner eye) is a metaphysical and esoteric concept referring in part to the ajna (brow) chakra in certain Eastern and Western spiritual traditions. It is also spoken of as the gate that leads within to inner realms and spaces of higher consciousness. In New Age spirituality, the third eye may alternately symbolize a state of enlightenment or the evocation of mental images having deeply-personal spiritual or psychological significance. The third eye is often associated with visions, clairvoyance, precognition, and out-of-body experiences, and people who have allegedly developed the capacity to use their third eyes are sometimes known as seers.

              this is what wiki says. most of the deep things i think about are very metaphysical and spiritual. i have pluto in 12th house and i think they are right about it in my case.

              "A person with this placement of Pluto frequently knows much cruelty and abuse in childhood, be it of a physical, emotional or mental kind, and the perpetrators are usually the parents or guardians who have power over the child by virtue of their custodial role. From them the child has little opportunity to escape at the physical level and in order to get away he forces open a shutter in the mind"

              perhaps it's the combination of scorpio moon with pluto in 12th house that has made me this way. and i know what you're thinking lol...and for the leo in me to dramatize it. hard to judge whether or not these moments were moments of enlightenment. I think i escaped in to my mind for many years in order to deal which what i was imprisoned to. And concerning "over dozing on my own empathy" was well read Edward, i think i do do that on occasion.
  • Re: there is no going back

    Mon, May 12, 2008 - 7:50 AM
    Where exactly is this third eye? How does it work? Any chance everybody has it too? How do you use it?

    Ignorance is blissful, yes sometimes and possibly quite similar to turning a blind eye too. Which we all have to do sometimes. So tell us, how are you living or not living, differently than others that makes it difficult for you. Let's see if we can help.
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    Mon, May 12, 2008 - 10:26 AM
    Knowledge is power.
    It hurts at first but then you can execute much sharper decisions based on what you now know.

    Whatever it is, you were meant to know it...feel it...so that you can become more powerful.

    Steel is liquid first.
    • Re: there is no going back

      Tue, May 13, 2008 - 4:38 PM
      "The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing." - Socrates
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        Tue, May 13, 2008 - 6:21 PM
        when i knew nothing, i searched for all the answers..now that i know generally what they are, i wish i never did. i pretend that i don't but who am i kidding.
        • Re: there is no going back

          Tue, May 13, 2008 - 6:47 PM
          No offense to you Prince but I personally believe no person can know everything...that would imply that we stop learning and growing and then judgements and other things come into play.

          I am a firm believer in pshycic abilities and powers but I believe that those who truely have them realize how limited and biased they can be s well as they are predictive and powerful. The brain after all is just another organ....it can tell you something but that doesn't mean its so.

          Sometimes I read the posts of some Scorpio Moons who seem to feel like they know so much more about life and people then anyone else. I think we all need a spoonful of humility...I am sure for every time we were right about a "gut feeling" we were also at some point ...wrong about something or someone too. I personally think that there is a difference between instinct and intuition ...more often then not for me the scorpio power is rooted in instinct....not intuition.

          Getting off my soap box and going to bed...
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            Tue, May 13, 2008 - 7:39 PM
            "No offense to you Prince but I personally believe no person can know everything...that would imply that we stop learning and growing and then judgements and other things come into play. "

            i agree, i said i GENERALLY know, or i have a general concept. lol, but of course at the same time i feel like i don't know anything at all. then again you don't know what i know do you ? ;)

            and about humility, i'll have you know that i wear a pink bunny suit and let people tie me up and and spank me.
            • Re: there is no going back

              Tue, May 13, 2008 - 9:57 PM
              "you don't know what i know do you ?" "and about humility, i'll have you know "

              And ten to one odds, Prince is a Leo.

              Welcome! Proper respect will be given, at least form me most of the time.
    • Re: there is no going back

      Tue, May 13, 2008 - 6:24 PM
      "Knowledge is power.
      It hurts at first but then you can execute much sharper decisions based on what you now know.

      Whatever it is, you were meant to know it...feel it...so that you can become more powerful.

      Steel is liquid first."

      i agree with you that i was meant to know it...it still feels weird to be segregated on some levels you know? concerning power, howeever, i'd much rather be happy...TRULY HAPPY, then be powerful.

      to each their own though, thanks for your input LeeLee
      • Re: there is no going back

        Tue, May 13, 2008 - 7:14 PM
        Prince,

        I think if you search for what makes you happy and expand on it (dwell in it, create it..) when you find it...you will get to the mental place you want to be.

        If thats TRULY your goal. You will definately find true happiness :-)

        Knowing about the worst things in the world can not effect the strongest minds forever because they are TRAINED to bounce back. Its a safety mechanism...protect yourself from mental damage by finding out what makes you happy....and create a path to it. A path that you can always follow...

        Easy task? No

        Completely rewarding? YES.

        and your a stronger person after because you are no longer so easily effected.
        • Re: there is no going back

          Tue, May 13, 2008 - 7:28 PM

          "Knowing about the worst things in the world can not effect the strongest minds forever because they are TRAINED to bounce back."

          niiice, i'll have to remember that one.. I guess i've been having some down time but you're right though, time to bounce the fuck back.

          "Its a safety mechanism...protect yourself from mental damage by finding out what makes you happy....and create a path to it. A path that you can always follow..."

          awesome, and inspirational.

          lol you should make a thread about how people can find what makes them happy and then how each person can create and follow that path.
  • Re: there is no going back

    Tue, May 13, 2008 - 8:50 PM
    As a Scorpio Moon, I've never felt truely innocent, I always felt as though I carried heavy baggage, even as a child.
    But there are certain things I do miss, things I remember enjoying as a child, like warm weather, pourring rain, nature...
    Sometimes I wish I was one of them stepford wives...I wish my biggest concern was how my hair looks.

    Sarah
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      Tue, May 13, 2008 - 10:37 PM
      Coors, I too like to rationalise,and am not fond of over dramatic scorpio descriptions.Person with scorpio in the chart is not a superbeing. But I do belive that scorpio sun,moon do have acces, insight in human aspets that other signs dont have.They do have a posibility to develop deeper knowlege of human psychology and intuition.

      That i belive because i did observe other peoples aproach to human psychology , and made connection with their signs. So there is something specific about scorpio just like there is a specific aries sign approach ,that personaly i dont like.

      But its all how you use the energy inherited by scorpio sign, how much do you develop it. Its not like when you are born in scorpio ,scorpio moon, you are automaticaly full of knowledge,and super qualities. I have met scorp sun and moon who i cant relate to intuition, or human talent. They simply directed their energy elsewhere.

      So, to cut to the chase, i do belive scorpio sign has something special, and something other signs cant reach, like some deep level, deep dimension noticable only to him. Just like aqua people sometimes have superb mind. Is a sign specific.

      “i agree with you that i was meant to know it...it still feels weird to be segregated on some levels you know? concerning power, howeever, i'd much rather be happy...TRULY HAPPY, then be powerful.”

      And Prince, i dont get in what sence you feel this power so strongly and why are you describing this power as your „cross“, or something thats over bearing. I know its not easy to feel so much,but still, the way you put it ,it sounds like its suffocating you . Or is leo in you being over dramatic?
      • Re: there is no going back

        Wed, May 14, 2008 - 5:51 PM
        I think us "scorpio influenced " peeps tend to be more INTERESTED in human behavior. Introspection and outward-spection. lol
        Thats why we are percieved as being deeper and more "psychic" - I am not sure that other signs apply their passions to the same subjects. Most people are busy getting on with living and scorpios are generally watching ( generally fearfully) - contemplating their every move and the moves of every body else.....makes you much deeper...

        I feel like scorpios get their super being reputation from their passionate interest in these subjects....

        I don't know about you - but I like it!
    • Re: there is no going back

      Wed, May 14, 2008 - 6:00 AM
      I can strongly relate, Sarah. I remember always yearning for innocence as a child, but the fact that I was always so sensitive to the people around me and my surroundings in general made retaining that innocence pretty difficult. Oddly though, I've found as I grow older, I have even MORE appreciation for these little pleasures you mentioned: warm weather, rain, nature. If I don't stop to take in the good things in life, I'd probably become completely bogged down by all the negatives and seclude myself from everyone.

      "Sometimes I wish I was one of them stepford wives...I wish my biggest concern was how my hair looks." For real. I've actually said something very similar to this before.
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      Wed, May 14, 2008 - 5:45 PM
      I felt the most innocence before the the pluto in 12th shit happened in my childhood. I remember it like it was heaven...and then it was like i was kicked out lol all of a suddened... i questioned "God" everyday for years because i didn't think i deserved it. when i was younger i was just having fun, enjoying life and i wasn't hurting anyone(unless they hurt me) in the process...

      When it happened, i felt like i was alone in the desert...there was this one guy i remember that sort of gave a fuck and hinted to me that i was an orphan by asking me if i wanted to be adopted by his rich friends even though he knew i lived with both mom and dad.
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    Thu, May 15, 2008 - 6:20 AM
    I didn't really read this topic but I saw 'third eye' mentioned so I thought this must be about our psychic abilities.

    The other day my friend found a phone, he says "Wow there is a photo on here"
    I say "what is it? a dog"

    IT WAS A DOG

    WOWWWWW!!!
    • Re: there is no going back

      Fri, May 16, 2008 - 11:05 AM
      last night i had a dream that there was a 2 ice creams in the freezer.

      this morning when i was the kitchen cooking there were 2 ice creams in the freeze that my roommate must have bought last night!

      =O PSYYYCHIC!


      i'm amazing, i know...
      • Re: there is no going back

        Fri, May 16, 2008 - 12:28 PM
        you are the ONLY one who knows how amazing you are, honey!
        • Re: there is no going back

          Fri, May 16, 2008 - 12:46 PM
          it's a joke, sweetheart!
          • Mel
            Mel
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            Re: there is no going back

            Fri, May 16, 2008 - 1:24 PM
            "it's a joke"
            -----------------------------------

            *Gasp!* Prince! Why'd you have to go and do that for?!

            Here I was frantically working on tonight's headline about my newest superhero - PRINCE, The Incredible Three-Eyed Man!

            Ignorance surely would have been bliss for me. You could have just left things alone, you know. *Argh* Now, where am I going to find another story in such a short time?
            • Re: there is no going back

              Fri, May 16, 2008 - 1:44 PM
              ....



              *hides in a corner and eats the pilfered ice cream by himself while telling himself that he is special*
              • Mel
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                Re: there is no going back

                Fri, May 16, 2008 - 3:11 PM
                "*hides in a corner and eats the pilfered ice cream by himself while telling himself that he is special* "


                ----------------------

                Possible story?:

                Psychic Prince...
                OR Megalomaniacal Psycho-Babbling Thief!
                • Re: there is no going back

                  Fri, May 16, 2008 - 3:32 PM
                  defininately "Megalomaniacal Psycho-Babbling Thief!"


                  i also masterbate in front of a mirror
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                    Mel
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                    Re: there is no going back

                    Fri, May 16, 2008 - 3:45 PM
                    i also masterbate in front of a mirror

                    -------------------------------

                    Love the juicy details (oops, there goes another pun)! Get ready for your 15 minutes of fame.

                    Curiously, um, can you tell us - is that masturbating WHILE eating the stolen ice cream AND telling yourself of your specialness?
                    • Re: there is no going back

                      Fri, May 16, 2008 - 4:40 PM
                      "is that masturbating WHILE eating the stolen ice cream AND telling yourself of your specialness? "

                      all while drinking champagne which i made myself because OF COURSE i piss out fine beverages and my shit smells like flowers

                      "15 minutes of fame" ???

                      more like...2 and half minutes

                      *lights a cig*