only once have i thought about killing myself, i would never ever think of it after tht. for me life is not about a way out, i prefer to go through my bad times and feel refreshed once it had past. dont like drinkin much either, and never done drugs. i think iv always had a health control over the major issues in life such as those things.

Lyrics translated by me.

Wilmer x - absolut ensam.

Always the same dream, the same one every night.
I want my dream to be true, another time, another place.
But when i open my eyes again, im back here fast.
Welcome to my world...

A world of shadows, a world full of rain, so murky it,s hard to really see. I knock on the termometer and it keeps falling more and more, can anyone explain what is happening?

Is there anyone there that understand these types of problems? What,s happening? It,s always the same thing.. I wait desperately for somone holding the answer.

Do you know how it feels to be absolute loonely?
Do you know how it feels to be absolute loonely?

Deep inside there, in the darkness, where my heart still beats. There is a secret preserved, where no one can reach. There shall no one reach. There no one is allowed to reach. No, there it,s deadly to go. So i take one day at a time. One day is long enought. Trying to get some perspective, to smile at it all. But i struggle in quicksand. I just sinks deeper down. How long can you last?

What,s happening? It,s always the same thing. Im waiting desperately for somone else to have an answer.

Do you know how it feels to be absolute loonely?
Do you know how it feels to be absolute loonely?