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I'm a Saggittarius sun, Scorpio moon, Carpicorn rising and Fire rabbit year.
Take any situation that turns sour and this happens:
The scorpio sparks the hate/revenge feelings, the sag keeps me focused on the hate, the capricorn keeps me going towards the hate and keeps the pressure going, and the fire rabbit makes me absolutly relentless in getting stuff out of the way that can keep me from getting revenge.
The only thing that keeps me in check is that always tired....so very tired. I kinda always thought that was the way it should be.... but you guessed it, the fatique sparked hate towards being tired and so the machine starts up again. I might even get rid of it you never know, but it sure as hell won't be costless.
Can anyone relate?
Take any situation that turns sour and this happens:
The scorpio sparks the hate/revenge feelings, the sag keeps me focused on the hate, the capricorn keeps me going towards the hate and keeps the pressure going, and the fire rabbit makes me absolutly relentless in getting stuff out of the way that can keep me from getting revenge.
The only thing that keeps me in check is that always tired....so very tired. I kinda always thought that was the way it should be.... but you guessed it, the fatique sparked hate towards being tired and so the machine starts up again. I might even get rid of it you never know, but it sure as hell won't be costless.
Can anyone relate?
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Sun, July 5, 2009 - 5:43 PMI for one don't believe any signs or birth year "make" you anything. You're not the way you are because of the year you're born or the signs that moved into place at the moment of your birth,IMO
All of this is a reflection of your nature, like a mirror
I can relate. The beast never sleeps. You have to learn to accept it and harness it. It takes time and a lot of broken shit -
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Wed, July 8, 2009 - 4:36 AMI love the title, it describes my inner state too
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Wed, July 8, 2009 - 1:54 PMI wish i could harnass it. But the real fire kinda faded aways since i'm an adult. I think to realisticly now, where as a child i would just go beserk until the problem was solved.
I wish i could be healthy, so i could be a cagefighter. I love MMA, it kinda set me on a straight path in my head. MMA showed me that you don't always need to be the biggest guy to win, and that's i adress my problems now to. -
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Sat, July 11, 2009 - 4:38 AMThe power doesn't fade away Endymion, it is beaten underground
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Sat, July 11, 2009 - 4:46 AMStart to work with your hate/revenge feelings .
State for your self that those feelings do destroy you .
Having a Scorp you can do transform . Do it . Start it . Win it .
Your Capricorn will let you do all what you want to achieve , you just need to WANT .
Adriana .
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Thu, August 6, 2009 - 10:25 AM
" The scorpio sparks the hate/revenge feelings, "
That is true... very true...
And in that hatred and anger the key for understanding your self . Transformation from the lower instincts to a deeper self realization is within reach through that experience. The meaning of scorpio anger and hatred is bottled up sorrow and disappointments.
Realize that , and you will laugh at yourself.
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Tue, November 3, 2009 - 7:20 PMI think this has gotten much better with age but I am still always ready for a fight. I do exhaust myself from the excess emotion.
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Re: I feel like a bloody war machine sometimes, with the scorpio moon as the engine.
Wed, November 4, 2009 - 2:28 AMI can relate, yes. It is not an everyday part of my character though, but something that has emerged from within during the past few weeks while transiting pluto is moving closer to several of my natal planets (one of them is my moon). I sort of observe it while the rage is running through my body.
All my life I've been extremely sweet & nice to all & everybody, always busy making others happy and so on. And now all of a sudden this beast is emerging. I like it. But.... I have a lot of self control. So I allow it to be there, but I don't allow it to turn my entire life into a war with the rest of the population. But to be honest I would really enjoy a mean fight. I'm very much in the mood for that.
Endymion, I think this rage comes from Pluto. The way I see it, pluto is amplifying any emotion. I don't say it's easy but the only way to keep it in check is with self discipline. Also, the more you focus on something, the more you "feed" it. So if you can learn how to shift your attention to other situations / emotions, it might be easier to handle eventually. Don't repress it, just don't feed it.
