I was chilling in Fixed Axis Tribe and was answering a question... and it just dawned on me...
that occasionally, i have very vivid dreams that are so realistic that when i wake up, it makes me feel as if i had been awake the whole time.
Further, in my dreams, I'm able to achieve whatever I was hoping to do, and I can be anything I want... to my heart's content. I don't carry around a heart of hatred or jealousy or intense emotional need (in all seriousness, it's not repression because i've got nothing to repress), because if i do repress something, it somehow gets "taken care of" in my dreams... leaving me very refreshed when i wake up.
it's as if i live in two different worlds; one on earth, and another in a place like earth but quite different than earth.
I feel as if whatever my moon wants to repress, the pluto bring with it, its power to make it real in my dream world (12th house)... because face it, although the 12th house represents the "secretiveness" the side we can't see, it also represents dreams and a world that's not present on this plane, doesn't it (well, pisces does, i think...)? I feel as if the placement makes this experience very real, allowing us to be something that we cannot or refuse to be on this place.
it may have to do with the fact that i don't really have many harmonic aspects to this aspect which would make it easier for me to deal with it on a daily basis... it allows me to be a friendly aquarius on earth, and a scorpio in my dreams.
I was wondering, does anyone else have this experience, or am i just completely on a tangent here?
that occasionally, i have very vivid dreams that are so realistic that when i wake up, it makes me feel as if i had been awake the whole time.
Further, in my dreams, I'm able to achieve whatever I was hoping to do, and I can be anything I want... to my heart's content. I don't carry around a heart of hatred or jealousy or intense emotional need (in all seriousness, it's not repression because i've got nothing to repress), because if i do repress something, it somehow gets "taken care of" in my dreams... leaving me very refreshed when i wake up.
it's as if i live in two different worlds; one on earth, and another in a place like earth but quite different than earth.
I feel as if whatever my moon wants to repress, the pluto bring with it, its power to make it real in my dream world (12th house)... because face it, although the 12th house represents the "secretiveness" the side we can't see, it also represents dreams and a world that's not present on this plane, doesn't it (well, pisces does, i think...)? I feel as if the placement makes this experience very real, allowing us to be something that we cannot or refuse to be on this place.
it may have to do with the fact that i don't really have many harmonic aspects to this aspect which would make it easier for me to deal with it on a daily basis... it allows me to be a friendly aquarius on earth, and a scorpio in my dreams.
I was wondering, does anyone else have this experience, or am i just completely on a tangent here?
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Re: moon/conjunction in 12th house and dreams?
Mon, May 12, 2008 - 4:31 AMMy moon isnt in the 12-th house, but i do have intense dreams.Sometimes they take me to "another world", and when i wake up i cant tell was that a dream or did it really happen. This can be disturbing to, and it can mess my daily life.So i try to rationalize frightning dreams, and not put to much meaning in them.
And about the stuff i repress that comes up in my dreams. I know when i have un resolved issues with some people,and our comunication in the real world sucks, i dream we argue. But it is so intense argument in a dream, i can feel my body, heart hurts the other day,and i feel uncomtherbal around that people when i meet them. Or when im scared for something, in my dreams i have the most scary scenario of the outcome of that situation.
Everything i repress comes to me in a dream,so the trick is to be positive,or resolve reall life issues so i could have pleasent dreams.if only that could be so simple -
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Re: moon/conjunction in 12th house and dreams?
Tue, May 13, 2008 - 6:12 AMA story about Buddha. he was walking with his disciples and saw a butterfly. "am I the butterfly's dream", he asked his disciples. The question became: "am I dreaming that I am awake?". my life is like a long dream (nightmare), that is interrupted by short awakenings. I am not sure whether I am the subject of my dream or whether my dream is dreamt by me.
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