If I do not "die",then I do not live ..

topic posted Fri, August 7, 2009 - 4:18 AM by  Never Back
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If I do not "die" then I do not live
as I need to release my overwhelming emotions,inner energies through "death".

I "die" , I really "die" , I feel I do ...
and then just one day of reanimation
(that day is not from easy ones)
and I am stronger than you all .



Have you been experiencing same ,anyone ?
(From the very childhood.)

Adriana .

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Never Back
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  • Re: If I do not "die",then I do not live ..

    Tue, November 3, 2009 - 6:08 AM
    Yes, on some basic level I feel my life has been about small deaths and rebirths, regenerations if you will. It can be absolutely exhausting sometimes I wish I had a more peaceful, placid nature that I observe in others, just coasting through life in a happy or carefree manner. For me it has been a fight, I feel I am always fighting within myself or against others whether it is a person or an idea or a situation. God help me.

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