Like this?

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I guess someone spying on a occult practice has taken the picture. I think It might be cool as long as they don't burn me as sacrifice.
(Don't people who join the occult group need to get some kinda tatoo?)

It must be the drinks, Ana!

I sometimes notice that my mood and reaction is very different from the people in the night club, so alot of time I feel not fitting in the place well.

I think my female scorpio moon friend enjoyed it only when she saw something exotic or when she could learn something new like bottle juggling.

I never fit in either :-( I always feel like clubs are full of ordinary people and dumb people browsing the surface.. And when they get drunk they just get more ordinary and dumber. Wonder what the hell they talk about really.. it just goes like bla bla bla.. I like dancing when i go out. Especially if no one else does! Then i do it.. and i just dance untill everyone else does .. and then i get bored and go do something else. It started out as a thing for testing my nerves.. and it turned into some sort of anti peoples ordinary behavior thing. There is alot of macho behavior on the dancefloor so i just show i need no booze to do it and then leave when the booze masters show up. It never fails that i try to pick somone up.. But it,s just proof how much shit head they are. I require a good conversation or else i loose interest. So mostly when i go out i start to hate people. Other times im 100% set to mingle and then it turns out good. I can be very fun to be with.. atleast around guys. Women tend to be blown up, very unatural and lacking all sence of good humor. Strangly enought i get along better with women then guy,s in a sober condition. It,s also fun to turn bar conversations with women in a way where they have to defend themself and their intentions instead of the guy x-D Cancer sun helps out here hehe

Also wished there was any occult type of clubs around. Or any alternatives.. or intellectuals. Went to a witch party that was fun and meaningfull, so i might do travel in the future. Party less but better. There is some goth clubs around.. but i dunno.. hot women but, well.. ghost of christmas past.

god no. dislike them immensly.

It mostly is a waste of a time!!
Dancing can be mad fun though. My friends like to go there and bars(also with very loud music) to pick up girls/guys, but I don't prefer such places. I'd much rather have dinner in a nice restaurant at my or her home where I can cook something delicious and have an intimate conversation over music and candles. Stupid nightclubs where we have to scream to each other or I'm trying to lip-read are no fun =\ most of the time.

yeah, Jin, my female scorpio moon friend (squa sun/scorpio moon like you) planned everything with great enthusiasm, like how to sneak out and how to behave in the party. Once she was in, she started feeling uncomfortable dancing and drinking, and she would focus on things that people normally wouldn't be interested in doing in a club. That's kind cool of her.