I just recently broke up with a man I had thought was going to be my life partner. We lasted 2 years and then when I finally got him to go to counseling with me I discovered I couldn't try anymore because the entire experience was emotionally very hard. Anyway now I need help my deep Scorpio Moon kindred spirits. I have never had a more defining relationship/ experience with anyone. I can't seem to detach myself from wanting that comfort zone. I don't have these crazy feelings for him anymore because I know if he really wanted it to work he would have (Taurus Sun and Moon) but I can't get myself out of this hole of despair. It has been three months and I'm still crying my eyes out. This entire post may seem naive but this was my first real relationship where I loved the guy with my entire soul.