I'm a:
Gemini Sun
Scorpio Moon
Libra rising.

And I can tell you this is SO SO SO SO SSSSOOOOOOOOO! very much like me if not identical.

Only I recently lost my g/f in an extremely complicated situation that I loved very much and neither of us had any control.

She was a Scorpio. I fought VERY HARD!!! ENRAGINGLY HARD for her but there was nothing I could do because she gave in to fear(like I said complicated situation).... and gave up.
And of course I kinda fucked up by trying too hard.

And I'm still in pain from it. I really loved this one.

anyways....

yes the advice to coworkers and feeling what they feel even just at Hello is me too omg!.
Just recently this week someone is on the verge of getting kicked out of our dept. and I had to sit, listen, calm her and give advice on what to do.

lol and somebody else needed some..... "naughty advice" and its been good advice :) its working! lol and this was to a girl.

Its like no matter what CHAOS is going on around us, if someone asks for advice on how to fix our problems we can freeze time give them the advice and then go back to normal.

And ya everyday we pretty much have to avoid being our true selves in front of people... its just too "dangerous". The effect we may have on other people or what they may think of us is just too much to release too often.
.... only in small doses.

I'm shocked at how your description fits me so well :)

hey Leo, that was an honest post, I can relate.

So today I was late for work One hour! my workmate had to ring me to get my ass up out of bed, so I rushed out the door, driving above the speed limit, half a k. down the street I noticed 2 cop cars parked right outside the house, and there was a dude there staanding like hes all angry or something, I can tell by his body language that he wasnt a happy camper.

I slept in, I was probably dreaming about that cute girl that keeps waving, smiling and saying hello to me at work, im sure we psychicly communicate with each other, though I have never considered her to be a "mate" material...more on this later

then I arrived at work, one of my workmates was looking at me funny, Im sure hes passive agressive, so I put on my "game face"...at this point I wasnt about to say im sorry for being late, hell, they could have rung me alot earlier rather than wait 1 hour....why do I always have to take the initiative and the responsibilities.

then after our job is done we went to grab a bite to eat for breakfast, I had chicken on a stick, crabmeat on a stick and a steak and cheese pie...we ate it infront of a very lanscapey scene, complete with 3 different kinds of birds, several healthy looking seagulls, 2 albatross and several normal birds (the common brown ones) anyhows, we were about to do our our other job, but it was locked....so we went for a cruise into the city, I purchased my workmate a coffee from star bucks as she didnt have any money, probably spent it all on drugs...I told her I was her friend and I told her that her mind is wasted and slow sometimes, but she doesnt wanna hear it from me, so I said whatever, if u dont wanna change fine with me....but i care, I can see this happening to her mind but she doesnt see it in herself, shes escaping from reality, although shes a good woman, she looks after kids who are semi-homeless as she was a homeless kid once herself, its weird how we get along, she was telling me a story about how she threw a whore overboard because they taught she was stealing all the business, when all she was there for was her friends.

so yeah, at starbucks...I asked for 2 viente sized hot chocolate with coffee in it please, and she paraphrased it into a mocha, so you wanted a mocha...uh...yeah, at this point i didnt want to argue, all i wanted was a coffee with chocolate in it, so i played it cool an asked them to put marshmllows in it and sprinkle chocolate on top....as it turned out they did gave me a mocha....I wanted hot chocolate the real stuff with coffee in it, not a friggin' mocha...

we drove back to our scenic spot, drank our mutated coffee, the sun was quite nice today, its been raining here for the last 2 weeks or so...so yeah, I saw the manager of the yacht club throwing some stuff in the bins, so i yelled out if she needed a hand, I had to because she is old and not so strong with her back and walking speed, so I went into the office and grab several boxes of magazines and I threw them away...

my workmate was already busy doing her job, so i sneaked into the toilets and took a nice hard crap...while i was squatting there like 80% of the worlds population...I taught gee, i feel like a million dollars, who else takes a crap at the yacht club...so i squatted there for awhile day dreaming away, then i went next door and told my workmate aout taking a nice hard crap here because it feels good, being a yacht club and all, we laughed.

so off we went again to our other job, we got there but tehy were busy, so i said we will come back in an hour, I drove my workmate home to her house, and on the way we saw a mini all smashed up and a 4wheel drive, nobody was hurt but there was broken glass everywhere and there were kids on the footpath about 4 - 6, all white and spooked out, we were discussing the finer points of driving real slowly when theres children around, prior to that we were discussing about some dude on the news who broke into an old ladies house and raped her, even though she stabbed him, he raped her anyway...what is wrong with people!

so I got home, made myself a hot milo, and took the cats outside, played with them for a while with a string and chased them around...

then I went to pick up my workmate and off to work again, I braught my fines this time so i can pay it off after work....


damn, im sorry...ive been rambling im not even half way through my day yet, but you get the point....I was at the petrol station I pressed fill on the keypad, but only 5 dollars went in, i had to do that twice, so i went in and started "complaining" that Im sure only 2 dollars went in, she was like all apologetic and calling me Sir, i can tell she was getting all stressed out but it was funny trying to make her give up, the other petrol attendant didnt even wanna look at me, I was shaking because i was quite passionate about my outburst, even though it was only 5 dollars...


im tired, im going to sleep.