ps ~ I just found this & I like it!

The Scorpio Moon is a mysterious Moon. This Moon is strongly motivated by feelings while remaining most adept at hiding true emotions. It is a Moon of great willpower and good judgment, but one which never forgets a good or bad deed. The Scorpio Moon is one of the more difficult Moons, often having to face and conquer more obstacles than the other Moons. It is prone to aggressive and dominating behavior in addition to being wilful and stubborn. The Scorpio Moon possesses strong beliefs which will likely be expressed in a passionate manner. This Moon is one of secrecy and personal independence coupled with heightened intuitive and psychic abilities. However, the Scorpio Moon can be jealous and distrustful, believing that the sharing of feelings leads to vulnerability.

In general, the personality of those whose Moon sign is in Scorpio may be one which harbors a feeling of misunderstanding by others. Fighters by nature, those ruled by the Scorpio Moon are usually hot-tempered and stand alone in their battles. They fight with assurance and confidence. However, there is a tendency for such people to bring out in themselves the very things they are fighting against. Persons governed by the Moon in Scorpio will be full of energy with a tendency to express themselves in a rather blunt manner. While such individuals might declare they are "okay with change," it is a somewhat different story inside and they are actually quite conservative, resisting change...particuarly any change which is forced upon them. When such people do change their minds on an idea, they fully stand behind it and help to implement the change.

In reality, Scorpio is probably one of the most misunderstood of the Zodiac signs and individuals who fall under the jurisdiction of its Moon are inclined to act out of irritation or anger. In short, these people like to get revenge. Others may perceive those ruled by the Scorpio Moon as lacking in a strong moral code, or that they drink too much, but the truth is, such individuals are truly possessed of a strong willpower and much determination. However, there is also a massive love of pleasure and those governed by this particular Moon will be quite familiar with the subject of pleasure. There is a strong attraction to the opposite sex...and vice versa.

Those governed by the Scorpio Moon share many of the characteristics of those ruled by the Moon of Capricorn. Both subjects have boundless energy, a lack of control in certain life areas and oftentimes, trouble with the opposite sex. This could cause a great deal of strife throughout life and more than one marriage is highly likely. The Moon in Scorpio is also closely related to death and the occupation of an individual ruled in this manner might well be so related...policeman, fireman or soldier, for example. Passion and intensity will be paramount in any relationship which involves those who fall under the jursiction of the Scorpio Moon. There is also an ability to inspire others here, for such subjects will never shirk in the face of unpleasant situations and are perfectly capable of speaking up for the underdog. Individuals of the Scorpio Moon know no fear and will refuse to be put off by the views of society when it comes to choosing friends or partners. However, there is a distinct tendency to keep many emotions "under wraps" and others may be unaware of this individual's true feelings until he or she "lets rip" at the last straw.

Time alone is very important for those ruled by the Moon in Scorpio...it is necessary in order to process feelings and come to terms with some of the injustices of the world. These are people with a strong moral conscience who, when hit by tragedy, will survive to return again...scarred, but ready to face life. The strong intuitive powers and psychic abilities of Scorpio Moon individuals enable them to see below the surface.

from www.novareinna.com/constell...moon.html

Yes, my scorpio moon is conjunct pluto. And I agree you have to make the best of it.

Sometimes I used to think about myself like the game "Where's Waldo / Wally”, because neither my sister or my brother witnessed the worst discussions between my parents like I did. I was always on the strangest (wrongest?) place, like Waldo / Wally.
It was curious that while my brother and sister were with their friends, I was on my daddy's car with him and my mom fighting about a supposed "infidelity" and shit. I was 7 years old.

And, again, in difference with my sister and brother, I spent a lot of time on hospitals, with urologists and endoscopies...

But as time passed by, the "Waldo / Wally aspect" took place --for good-- on several jobs.
Suddenly I was interviewing important people for a magazine, attending fancy dinners and fashion runways... I hope this "aspect" remains for good.

My best regards!!!

Ya just have to make peace with your past
to be at peace with yourself.

When I was born, my father was out drinking,
gambling and "chasing other women". He knew
my mother was in labor with me and he would not
go to the hospital. He was a partying.

So my mother named me after the man she all most married.

There was never any doubt whose child I was. I looked
to much like my father. But I found out about this after
my fathers death in 1993.

Now how did I come to terms with this ?

Q:
When you're hurt and disappointed by someone, what do you do?

A:

I use what I was taught in the anonymous twelve step programs.

Implicit example:

Chapter Five of the "Big Book" of Alcoholics Anonymous
(All of the anonymous twelve step programs are patterned after it,
including "LOve and Sex Addicts)

How It Works ....

What I learned and how I was able to find peace and forgiveness:

My mother went into a daydream state of mind to help her cope.
They were living in a black ghetto in Detroit when I was born. Often
there were no diapers of food for my older brother.

What I found out about and realized about my father was that he
was raised in a very abusive way. Much worse than I was. He showed
me and gave me what care and love he could, from all that he knew of it.

Now I understand what it is like to only have $5 when someonme you
love really needs $20. What I realized was that my dad gave me the $5
he had and that it hurt him really bad because he knew that I needed
$20 and he just did not have it to give.